Reasoning with Madness
"This is a barbaric yawp, and it will be sounded over the roofs of the world."
Learning that my mother may have actually caught COVID19 as well as my father, both of whom were on their death beds at the same time battling pneumonia and heart failure and breathing problems. My dad won the battle and survived. My mom did not. My dad was never tested. My mom was in the same hospital. I was told she received an older test version of coronavirus which didn't actually check for the covid19 strain back at the 1st hospital in Lebanon when her symptoms were severe and somewhat a mystery to the medical staff. They couldn't get her to wake up so sent her to Corvallis where she did wake up in ICU and was transferred to the PCU room where my dad was fighting for his life. My mom's doctors neglected her for multiple days (verified by her medical records) then lied to the family about her condition and refused to do testing that we requested. Other doctors did those tests to find exactly what we expected before her health took a horrible turn for the worst and she went into shock after she seemed to recover from a brutal strange case of pneumonia. But at this point, we've yet to find any records of her getting tested for covid19 by anyone, anywhere. I don't know how to process any of this right now...
Who Am I?
I am Ahab.